Bedroom Closet

S___ is so cute when he is frustrated. I’ve watched him all night, seen that he has that look, that look which tells me everything he posted earlier. What he forgets though we may be limited in some ways, I can still dominate him. Just as I don’t always need to be tied down neither does he. We may not have our toys, but we still have hands and mouths. S___ is much better at being quiet than I am, which means I can do more to him. I think I’ll start with having him tell me all of the ways he wants to worship me, describing in detail how he is going to make me cum. I’ll give him until I am out of the shower to make himself an appropriate bed on the floor, give him time to make sure he is hard and ready for me, make sure he really wants to be dominated tonight. He laughed when I told him to buy some lube, I think he might take me serious after tonight. He forgets sometimes that he isn’t the only one that likes to be in control, he just likes it more often.

A___

A___ and I are on a road trip right now which means many things; one of which is that we are severly limited in what we can “do” tonight. Frustrating. I had a whole thing written about this which I would post except that it’s not done and I’m not ready to finish it and really all it said was basically what I have already plus the fact that I woke up feeling submissive.

So I’ll leave you with that. That and … I’m a little drunk: If only we were home I would want to be tied to be the bed doing whatever it was that A___ would have me do, no matter what.

I keep thinking about the double sided dildo we left at home and the bottle of astroglide we didn’t buy and the feeling of having something sliding inside of me.

Or the feeling of my new-found desire to worship A___ in ways like….

Wow do I wish we were home

S___ is training me. I wasn’t even aware of it. What brought this to my attention was someone telling me I was a “good girl” at work the other day. Unconsciously I became a little flush, and felt myself get wet. I was asked if I was OK there was such an obvious physical change. Funny to think that something as little as S___ whispering “good girl” in my ear right as I am cumming will train such a reaction. Looking back I see that there have been times when that statement has prompted an orgasm a little earlier than I expected. That and of course the fact that sliding up and down his cock, feeling has hands on my ass, listening to him tell me all of the things he wants us to do, always feels amazing. Other things come to mind when thinking about the instant responses he is creating in me, but that is for another time. Right now I was just thinking that I am looking forward to S___ coming home, wanting to be waiting for him ready, looking forward to being his “good girl”.

A___