S___ is so cute when he is frus­trated. I’ve watched him all night, seen that he has that look, that look which tells me every­thing he posted ear­lier. What he for­gets though we may be lim­ited in some ways, I can still dom­i­nate him. Just as I don’t always need to be tied down nei­ther does he. We may not have our toys, but we still have hands and mouths. S___ is much bet­ter at being quiet than I am, which means I can do more to him. I think I’ll start with hav­ing him tell me all of the ways he wants to wor­ship me, describ­ing in detail how he is going to make me cum. I’ll give him until I am out of the shower to make him­self an appro­pri­ate bed on the floor, give him time to make sure he is hard and ready for me, make sure he really wants to be dom­i­nated tonight. He laughed when I told him to buy some lube, I think he might take me seri­ous after tonight. He for­gets some­times that he isn’t the only one that likes to be in con­trol, he just likes it more often.

A___

A___ and I are on a road trip right now which means many things; one of which is that we are sev­erly lim­ited in what we can “do” tonight. Frus­trat­ing. I had a whole thing writ­ten about this which I would post except that it’s not done and I’m not ready to fin­ish it and really all it said was basi­cally what I have already plus the fact that I woke up feel­ing submissive.

So I’ll leave you with that. That and … I’m a lit­tle drunk: If only we were home I would want to be tied to be the bed doing what­ever it was that A___ would have me do, no mat­ter what.

I keep think­ing about the dou­ble sided dildo we left at home and the bot­tle of astroglide we didn’t buy and the feel­ing of hav­ing some­thing slid­ing inside of me.

Or the feel­ing of my new-found desire to wor­ship A___ in ways like.…

Wow do I wish we were home

S___ is train­ing me. I wasn’t even aware of it. What brought this to my atten­tion was some­one telling me I was a “good girl” at work the other day. Uncon­sciously I became a lit­tle flush, and felt myself get wet. I was asked if I was OK there was such an obvi­ous phys­i­cal change. Funny to think that some­thing as lit­tle as S___ whis­per­ing “good girl” in my ear right as I am cum­ming will train such a reac­tion. Look­ing back I see that there have been times when that state­ment has prompted an orgasm a lit­tle ear­lier than I expected. That and of course the fact that slid­ing up and down his cock, feel­ing has hands on my ass, lis­ten­ing to him tell me all of the things he wants us to do, always feels amaz­ing. Other things come to mind when think­ing about the instant responses he is cre­at­ing in me, but that is for another time. Right now I was just think­ing that I am look­ing for­ward to S___ com­ing home, want­ing to be wait­ing for him ready, look­ing for­ward to being his “good girl”.

A___