Bedroom Closet

S___ took last night to begin to tell me about the com­ing week­end.  Some very direct orders, and what would hap­pen if I didnt fol­low.  I will admit, I for­get some­times.  There are days when he has told me to put my col­lar on when I get up that I for­get.  I some­times for­get the rules for the night when we go out, on occa­sion I think they only apply at home.

Last night S___ made it clear that this week­end should be very dif­fer­ent.  This week­end is about get­ting rid of bound­aries he said, and that begins with doors.   Noth­ing is to be done behind a closed door. The only excpetion was the toi­let.  Chang­ing clothes, show­er­ing, dress­ing, dry­ing, mas­tur­bat­ing, sleep­ing, the door is to be open, so that he can watch, enter, or make me avail­able for oth­ers to see.

Our home is filled with win­dows.  Most of which have the blinds open at all times.  Although I don’t mind show­ing off, I usu­ally enjoy it with close com­pan­ions.  The no doors rule puts me on dis­play for the neigh­bors as well as S___ if he likes.
The other rule he made clear was sim­ple, and prob­a­bly the only one he needs.  I am to do as he says, with­out ques­tion, at all times.  If he pushes me to my knees in the hall­way, I go to my knees.  If he takes off my shirt as I work in front of the win­dows I am to con­tinue with what I am doing.

After he fucked me last night I took him seri­ously when he told me I needed to get out of bed.  To stay meant to stay for the week­end.  I believed him when he said I’d be tied there until Sun­day if I didn’t get up right then.

S___ has a way of telling me things; when he is seri­ous I under­stand.  My for­get­ful­ness is some­times just lazi­ness, or the desire for the repercussions.

I’m excited, and ner­vous.  I’ve been quite sen­si­tive to his hand.  More so lately than ever before.  I’ll be very good this week­end, I know he feels that the crop hasn’t been used quite enough lately, and that there are places that our dil­dos haven’t seen.   Being good means doing what I’m told, stay­ing where I’m bound, and mak­ing sure that I listen.

So much has filled my head recently, the oppor­tu­nity to let S___ take over sounds fantastic.

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