Pause.
Things have been quiet here lately. All is well in the world of Simon and Ava though. The world is just a busier place with a few kinks (not the fun kind) thrown in on occasion. Several months ago I let our readers know that we were expecting a baby. I left it at that. Though being pregnant has given us some interesting stories to share, some new pictures, some new ideas, I didn’t share them here for a couple of reasons. I didn’t want my pregnancy, or baby, to become a part of someones sexual fantasy, and I wasn’t as comfortable with my body as I had been in the past. I’ve realized that some of pregnancy is like fantasy, some of it can make things incredible. Simon and I can share these things, but the aggressive nature of some readers made me not put those feelings here.
So the months have crept by and the day sneaks up on us and dreams are filled with many things and sex is somewhat less frequent. Love is still here, intamacy is still here, sex is still here, just in a softer more gentle way.
Simon and I have shared our thoughts on my new body, on what is to come. The faintest touch still arouses me, only sleep often takes me before he does. We know there will be a time after the baby when we won’t be able to enjoys each others bodies quite like we did before so we take advantage of the times now, when we can.
The touch of his lips, his fingers on my skin, his arms wrapped around me; still finding me beautiful. These subtle things are so valuable. The little things keep me warm and make the sex more incredible, if less frequent.
There are still many stories to tell, experiences to have; now is just a bit of a break. A few words here and there that spill out of a cluttered mind that is trying to keep everything in close balance.
–Ava
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