Remnants: Flavor on my lips

I’ll prob­a­bly be get­ting tied up some­time soon — col­lar and restraints, crawl­ing and beat­ings, though I don’t know exactly when.  It may seem strange that I men­tion this or even want it on the heels of my last post — basi­cally using Ava, but I find that my mind often trav­els the dis­tance from dom­i­nant to sub­mis­sive and back quickly and often.  Being sub­mis­sive for me is not my nat­ural state, but it’s one I get into some­times, enjoy all day and evening, and leave quickly after it hap­pens.  But right now I feel that dizzy sub­mis­sion that comes from antic­i­pat­ing the lack of con­trol.  I am hard.

…

It is a while later; I don’t know how long.  But in the span between then and now we have deter­mined that I am to refer to Ava as Mis­tress until such time as she releases me.  Until then I am hers.  She has claimed my sub­mis­sion ear­lier then I had thought she would.  As we chat­ted over the Instant Mes­sen­ger — we do that from time to time  — She deter­mined that we should begin what she had planned for me tomor­row tonight and con­tinue through tomor­row evening.

I have bathed her and kneeled while she shaved.  I have mas­tur­bated for her and the win­dow to see and licked my cum off her pussy.  She has spanked me enough to appre­ci­ate how much I want it to stop, and how much I want it to con­tinue until I cry.

Tomor­row I am sup­posed to make sure and wear the briefs she likes on me and bring my cam­era to work pre­pared to send her pho­tos.  When I get home and we are alone we will con­tinue, but I am to be hers as she sees fit tomor­row, no mat­ter how humil­i­at­ing or con­sum­ing it is.

I can still taste my own cum on my lips.

See more of Simon’s Sub­mis­sive Thoughts:

Back in my Place

With a Dildo Inside Me

Effec­tive Persuasion

Tran­si­tion

At Your Feet

No Way to Say No

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