Submit-Remember 1
It’s important to write down what’s in my head when it happens; especially after a marathon session like we had this past Friday night. I do remember a few things. Here is the list in no particular order and assume that these will be elaborated on in future posts.
- Ava is more open; aggressive when she’s had some booze. I’d hoped to encourage her to be more of those things by making her drinks stronger. It worked well.
- Ava enjoys spanking me — hard. She confessed as we were almost complete that she would have loved to keep me tied down and beat me harder.
- The thought of that makes me weak.
- Kneeling in the bathroom next to the shower waiting for Ava to finish, I noticed that she kept wiping the steam from the windows. The bathroom lights were out but I felt like she was sharing herself with the apartments across the way, me out of sight, on the floor, also watching. A secret part of her arousal. Or acknowledgment of me “liking to watch”.
- I learned that I have a shoe… interest. I won’t go so far as to say “fetish” yet; we will need to explore this more. But the idea of worshiping at Ava’s feet when she is in a sexy pair of heels or boots; on my hands and knees, naked, face near the floor as I lick her boots or heels, maybe observed by or also serving Ava’s girlfriends shoes does shorten my breath. I can picture several scenarios in which Ava walks in from shopping (alone or with someone) and says something to the effect of “get me (us) a whiskey and don’t leave your clothes with the bottle. Oh, and you may as well come back on your knees… “ I’ll have to ponder this one further but I know that i love Ava in her boots and shoes, and what a nice way to start an evening of being dominated (or set aside to watch and serve). I look forward to Ava’s writing on this subject.
- I also have a foot “interest”. Though that is more confined at the moment to Ava’s. Though if I were ordered to service someone else’s by Ava.… I did look it up on YouPorn and was fascinated by a very few films I saw.
- Being denied but stimulated all day was an incredible turn on. By the time I got to my shower in advance of our evening it was all I could do to not cum with the slightest touch. I’m not one to deny myself or want to be denied, but Ava’s methods of getting me to the edge were amazing.
… I’ll continue this with another installment.
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hmmm I love my heels they make me feel so veryyyyyyyy sexyyyyyy
but I have never had anyone worship my shoes or feet. I was rather suprised to discover I enjoyed having my toes sucked the one time it occurred.
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You can worship my heels any time girl those were some stimulating thoughts you had to say the least…