Submit-Remember 1

It’s impor­tant to write down what’s in my head when it hap­pens; espe­cially after a marathon ses­sion like we had this past Fri­day night. I do remem­ber a few things. Here is the list in no par­tic­u­lar order and assume that these will be elab­o­rated on in future posts.

  • Ava is more open; aggres­sive when she’s had some booze.  I’d hoped to encour­age her to be more of those things by mak­ing her drinks stronger.  It worked well.
  • Ava enjoys spank­ing me — hard.  She con­fessed as we were almost com­plete that she would have loved to keep me tied down and beat me harder.
  • The thought of that makes me weak.
  • Kneel­ing in the bath­room next to the shower wait­ing for Ava to fin­ish, I noticed that she kept wip­ing the steam from the win­dows.  The bath­room lights were out but I felt like she was shar­ing her­self with the apart­ments across the way, me out of sight, on the floor, also watch­ing.  A secret part of her arousal.  Or acknowl­edg­ment of me “lik­ing to watch”.
  • I learned that I have a shoe… inter­est.  I won’t go so far as to say “fetish” yet; we will need to explore this more.  But the idea of wor­ship­ing at Ava’s feet when she is in a sexy pair of heels or boots; on my hands and knees, naked, face near the floor as I lick her boots or heels, maybe observed by or also serv­ing Ava’s girl­friends shoes does shorten my breath.   I can pic­ture sev­eral sce­nar­ios in which Ava walks in from shop­ping (alone or with some­one) and says some­thing to the effect of “get me (us) a whiskey and don’t leave your clothes with the bot­tle.  Oh, and you may as well come back on your knees… “  I’ll have to pon­der this one fur­ther but I know that i love Ava in her boots and shoes, and what a nice way to start an evening of being dom­i­nated (or set aside to watch and serve).  I look for­ward to Ava’s writ­ing on this subject.
  • I also have a foot “inter­est”.  Though that is more con­fined at the moment to Ava’s.  Though if I were ordered to ser­vice some­one else’s by Ava.…  I did look it up on YouPorn and was fas­ci­nated by a very few films I saw.
  • Being denied but stim­u­lated all day was an incred­i­ble turn on.  By the time I got to my shower in advance of our evening it was all I could do to not cum with the slight­est touch. I’m not one to deny myself or want to be denied, but Ava’s meth­ods of get­ting me to the edge were amazing.

…  I’ll con­tinue this with another installment.

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  1. secretlynaughty says on :

    hmmm I love my heels they make me feel so veryyyyyyyy sexyyyyyy

    but I have never had any­one wor­ship my shoes or feet. I was rather suprised to dis­cover I enjoyed hav­ing my toes sucked the one time it occurred.

    sn

  2. Madison Mayflower says on :

    You can wor­ship my heels any time girl those were some stim­u­lat­ing thoughts you had to say the least…

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