Bedroom Closet

I was walk­ing to work this morn­ing think­ing thoughts about the past week’s fun and what I might like to write about; I have a head full of things and a few drafts started. I was also think­ing about some domes­tic stuff I’d got­ten done last night and what I had left to do — I have as yet no desire to com­bine domes­tic and sex­ual stuff though Ava hinted that she may occa­sion­ally order that; but that’s for another time.…

Any­way, last night as I was get­ting things done I gave Ava what amounted to “orders” about what she does and doesn’t have to do about some things. I was unequiv­o­cal; she took it as seri­ous Think­ing on it this morn­ing I pon­dered how con­trary that was to the way we’d been recently and the way my mind has been. Think­ing fur­ther I reached what I feel is an inter­est­ing con­clu­sion regard­ing my sub­mis­sive yearnings.

They are exactly like blue eyes; reces­sive but strong and clear when there.

I am, in most of my life, a dom­i­nant per­son. Out­side of the bed­room I’m that way with lit­tle excep­tion. Ava knows this, we’ve talked about it, and she abides by it. When I am feel­ing dom­i­nant sex­u­ally Ava knows and (mostly) imme­di­ately sub­mits. When thats chal­lenged, I tend to remain dom­i­nant. If Ava were to feel a need to assert author­ity when I was in a dom­i­nant mood she would prob­a­bly find her­self spanked.

In the gray area that is “most of the time” all Ava has to do is start a con­ver­sa­tion in one of many ways to get me ready to sub­mit; or she just dresses in her corsets and boots I know that I will become her toy for the evening.

So that’s what I thought this morn­ing. I thought it was inter­est­ing. Maybe I’m just try­ing to stretch the edges of what is a more potent sub­mis­sive ten­dency though. Who knows

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